NEW LIFE: In Progress

Just Like What I said on my last post,, Ill be blogging about my new found friends over at the new company.. and most importantly, start up my New Life there.. My Batch was.. i'd like to say.. Unconventional.. and I know how cliche' this may seem and how everybody feels the same way when they're in a new group, but each and everyone represent different walks of life..

First Off.. Kuya Hajji,, The Father Figure,, I know most of you who did know me previously would react to this.. that I am a serial daddy chaser.. and due to the promise that i personally made on this blog,, I wouldn't lie,, Of course i had a slight crush on this daddy but.. (wait for it.. disclaimer!!) this guy really is a good man.. he doesn't just look like a daddy.. HE IS a DADDY! to a wonderful boy who happens to be really really smart and this daddy is suuper proud of him!! and i also met His Beautiful Wife,, Ate Bea.. and i do sometimes use this as a joke,, But This time I mean it.. Their Love for each other really manifest every time! whether they're together or by themselves..this is what you to call true love!! and He also Likes K PoP!

next would be Ate Jowett,, just when i thought that i knew people who were Hilarious, She trampled over them and took the brightest spotlight.. at least for my opinion.. and you know me.. comedy wise,, i laugh at simple expressions soo.. ha! and then Mommy Anna,, now, She is going through a lot right now.. but recently,, she is slowly taking everything one step at a time,, and If she ever reads this.. i want her to know that we will always be at her back.. she is a strong woman, no question about that.. but I somehow would like to help her about dealing with pain.. because when you gravitate to negativity,, you wont see the bigger picture.. and I'd also like to say this to ate Frances,, Also a strong woman.. but whatever you are going through right now,, will only make you stronger.. do not let this get the best out of you. you are a beautiful person and people will see through that easily.. don't let this challenge define you.

Baby boy, (Mac) is different.. let's NOT talk about his sense of humor.. lets talk about him being the boyfriend of Mia.. you know about those Fictional men who were created by Nicholas Sparks? He's Just like them. Really Sweet and Honest, A Gentleman.

Sissie Jacque,, Fabulous! would be the most appropriate word, but problems,, you face them.. if something Brings you down.. you have to pick yourself up and Face it. you don't put it in a dark corner of your heart.. i know you like us to see that you are always happy. but I know that you're human. people like us (you know what i mean by that),, we have the scared little girl inside of us.. but let's not forget that we also have that big strong man. so in case our little girl gets scared, we have our guy to protect her.


and ZALDY.. I want to be really good friends with this person.. but she just really have her walls built waaay up there that even I couldn't get through to her ..

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I know It's really hard to start again,, but with the help of these guys.. i know it won't be that Hard

Be Brave For The New World!

these previous couple of weeks, or months,, i have been lost. Figuratively of course.. I have been drinking uncontrollably and i have completely forgotten about this blog. and to you.. my blog.. i am sorry.. I have completely been disconnected to myself. Alcohol certainly had a lot to do with this.. and don't get me wrong! alcohol certainly gave me a great deal of experience and life lessons that i will definitely bring with me my whole life.. it's just that i didn't know when to stop drinking and those life lessons and experiences was pretty much forgotten the next day.. I was fortunate enough that every time this alcohol-infused me comes out,, I had really good people with me. and I'd like to take this opportunity to say thank you to kuya Lester and Lei.


Just to summarize everything that has happened since January . and if anyone doesn't know about this yet,, i have resigned from my previous company in Eastwood city because I finally gave up on sales,, and even though it was really painful to leave my office mates who I somehow consider as family, I knew I had to move on. and just about a week of living the bum's life, I had a lame and totally expected, completely hideous timing of a call from This new Company. And although I have heard that this company had a "reputation" of being a really suck-ish employer,, I gave it a try,,

At first,, I was really hesitant about working there because their starting offer was hideous and that I had better people skills than the HR guy who interviewed me. I mean this gay guy should really reconsider about pushing through with his career because apart from the fact that I specifically said to him that I DO NOT want to be on sales anymore,, he stupidly endorsed me to The companies' OUT BOUND SALES department.. like DUDE??? COME ON?? WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?? anyways,, After all of the interviews and "exams" and After I wrote my name like 100 times,, they finally scheduled me for contract signing.

Not All companies are going to be Perfect when it comes to Organization and Synchronization,, I know that... It's just that I came from a company that was almost perfect on these categories.. so noticed a lot of things.. A LOT of things.. I had to come back twice a day in one full week processing my requirements with these people. they gave me an appointment early in the morning.. and tell me that the person I was supposed to meet up with won't be available until after lunch,, I wanted to tell the HR guy this " oh! no! it's okay.. I DO NOT HAVE A LIFE ANYWAYS!!! I AM SOO BEGGING TO WORK FOR YOUR COMPANY!!!!!"

I went through training with a couple of really wonderful trainers, and a bunch of KEWL co trainees.. one thing that I'd really like to share would be the first day that I joined the training.. some of them did not know that I was GAY (cue Gloria Gaynor "I am What I am") while I was still sporting my faded green almost blonde emo hair and I was wearing my unforgiving skinny jeans and a glorious amount of guy liner. a couple of people thought I wasn't GAY. anyways,, details about these people I'm Currently working with will be on my next post.


I am currently on my third month with T**** Out Bound Sales. and I think I'll stay for a couple more.

and as for the pic up there.. wala lang.. gusto ko lang.. ang cute eh..

OLD FLAME..

Passion is often being symbolized by flame. but we have proven many many times and over and over again that this passion flame will never ever die.. but we sometimes have to leave it behind to focus on the more important things in life. we have to work, we have to have a good relationship with our family and friends, dealing with everyday life itself takes up a lot of our time and with all these we forget about that flame that makes us feel alive. it doesnt die.. but it's stagnant..

three weeks ago i bumped with an old friend. "rain" was the conductor of the university of makati chorale that i was "somehow" a part of, and I felt saved the moment i saw him again because i was sure that he can hook me up with my old passion,, call it gay or geeky but i was in love with choral singing.. i dont know if its just me or anything but When you hear a group of people sounding as one really brings me extacy. "Rain" is the person to blame why im addicted to glee.. he has his own "unique" was of conducting. you can practically feel the emotion that each and every song brings just by watching him move his hands as to how me wants the group to sound. first impressions really does last. when everyone thought of his conducting to be funny or weird, i saw something different. i saw artistry. it's like seeing real talent in it's raw form. aside from a couple of pounds added, he was still the same "Rain" that i met before. except this time, i'm really going to part of a group that is just overflowing with potential.. under his conduction.

CHORUS VOCALES was created over a cup of chamomile tea. it was composed of a group of friends. mostly from UMAK chorale. then,, me. and then.. a lot of things happened.. need not be mentioned here. you all know the story of how i became who i am. it's always nice to see old friends.. like kuya ryan and dailyn. venus and reah,, and to have new friends like leo jhunmyr and the power couple jeff and kolmer.. everyone is really really talented especially ate rose, marg, JC, luigi, ally, oliver, and lhen.. and plus JAYVEE.. yes.. you read it right.. JAYVEE.. who is a really really good addition to the group.. the group already had their first recital/concert. everyone can check it on youtube.. just make sure that you'll be looking for CHORUS VOCALES.. I also had started planning for the group.. i'll set up our own blogger account as an added portal for the group.. since christmas season is coming up.. we're looking to contact hotels, malls COMPANIES and condo's for us to be able to have exposure and save up for the CHORAL OLYMPICS in VIETNAM by next year. We're also setting up a pictorial for the group so we could have profiles for each member and for us to be able to catch attention. as i have mentioned a lot of times. the group has a really good potential. and we wont stop at being a church choir.. the dream is to go mainstream.. and to make full use of the talent that GOD has given us..

sooo.. watch out.. something AMAZING is coming.. : )

love love love

Kulang ang araw at gabi 'pag kita'y kapiling.
Kahit ang bukas ay di rin sapat upang mamasdan lamang kita.
Labis kitang minamahal, pag-ibig ko'y walang kapantay.
Kung kaya ko lang abutin ang mga bituin t'yak ito'y gagawin.

Malaman mo lang wala nang ibang mas hihigit pa sa pag-ibig ko sa 'yo.
Walang ibang nagmamahal ng tulad ko sana'y paniwalaan mo.
Iniibig kita.

Kulang ang araw at gabi 'pag kita'y kapiling.
Kahit ang bukas ay di rin sapat upang mamasdan lamang kita.
Labis kitang minamahal, pag-ibig ko'y walang kapantay.
Kung kaya ko lang abutin ang mga bituin t'yak ito'y gagawin.

Malaman mo lang wala nang ibang mas hihigit pa sa pag-ibig ko sa 'yo.
Walang ibang nagmamahal ng tulad ko sana'y paniwalaan mo.
Iniibig kita. Iniibig kita. Iniibig kita.
Iniibig kita.

Today I went to church. and I was relieved off a lot of things. work hasn't been a good thought lately because I was being pressured by: the up and coming events, : making a sale at least once a day : and having three different bosses.

I survived the last couple of events and there's still more. last Friday, I had to coordinate the band that played for the mass hiring that my company had, I am in charge for the "TWILIGHT" look-a-likes. and the "PEP SQUAD" for the basketball competition. I had three sales last week which had a weak reflection on my stats. I spent more time floor walking everyday last week than taking in calls. and soo much more things that automatically brings me down just thinking about it. especially one of my "BOSSES". I have no problem with my TL. she's really nice. but hopefully not too nice. I also need her to not let anybody take me off the phones. I am also more than willing to help anina out with her classes because I get to know all these other people and answer all of their questions before they hit the floor.. but I also want to make more sales for my team. again. I am only going to make sales if I am on-the-phone taking in calls. I must admit. being on special "AUX" is nice. but the look that my team-mates give me is also heart breaking knowing that I'm not putting as much effort as they are. last week was really grueling but I got to meet him. amidst the rain and humidity. he was able to sweep me off my feet.. again... so my week wasn't soo bad after all.. and I am looking forward to a better week.. besides,, it's my B-day this weekend..

@ jellybean.. I told you,, create your friggin facebook account already.. don't let ORKA over there stop you!!

@ thirdy's mom.. could you please kill that orka already so we could sell it to the japanese?? lol!!

@ orka.. before thirdy's mom kill you.. could you make me a copy of the glee episodes?? ill bring discs.. lol!!

VERONICA DECIDES TO DIE: BOOK REVIEW

I just finished reading this Paolo Coelho book and I was amazed at how this book both contained simplicity and depth. I dont know how it affected other readers but one thing is accurate. It will give you a brand new outlook in life. It will make you want to live life to the fullest. Although the approach that he used was very traditional, he had a way of telling the story of a woman who was tired of the life that she lived and decided to commit suicide. Veronica as the main character was a really good representation for every one of us. she was single, she had a job, she goes to the same bar to get the same drink every other night, she has troubles with her family, she picks the same clothes. but this was not the life she wanted. she wanted to do something that will give her country honor.. she decided to commit suicide because she lost hope in achieving her dream.. and fortunately enough.. her attempted suicide failed. she then woke up on a mental facility where she meets people who were called "crazy" because they did what they wanted to do. she then learned from these people through their stories but none of these people made her want to live. she was given a couple of days to live because those pills that she took caused a hole in her heart. Veronika then realized that she has succeded and she just have to wait for a couple of days.. but everything changed after she met Eduard.

The book was a really good read.. I will definately recommend it to everyone.. I read this book a week ago and I am now a really big Paolo Coelho fan.. in fact I bought another book. according to the cover, It was a Novel of Temptations.. It was titled "The Devil and Miss Prym". cant wait..

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badtrip.. patapos nae!!! tapos na actually!! tas bigla bigla kang putang inang mamamatay!!! tang ina mo ka!!! sunugin ko tong PCng to eh!! wahahaha