Wednesday, December 9, 2009


I'm into deep deep trouble right now..

but I thought I should give myself a gift..

this x-mas...

and so far..

im loving it..



I dont really know how to react on this.,, I went really crazy anticipating this movie.. the trailer freaked me out.. I don't really know if it's just alcohol that's talking right now.. but I'm pretty sure that even if I'm not drunk.. I think it's safe to say that I will NEVER be terrified with this movie,, It's just not freaky enough.. I know everyone is in a buzz about this movie.. and that it reached world wide market.. but it just did not satisfy... ME.. at least.. I watched this movie ALONE.. pretty much the first movie that I watched alone.. I just thought that it could.. somehow.. measure how much I could get freaked out.. but I'm sorry to disappoint you.. but it wasn't as scary as I thought it would be..

the cast..

Katie Featherston ... Katie

Micah Sloat ... Micah

Mark Fredrichs ... The Psychic

Ashley Palmer ... Diane

Amber Armstrong ... Amber

the plot..

just a new couple living together in california.. then they experience STUFF in their house.. all these STUFF get's captured in camera.. then the bit@% kill teh dude.. and even if I really despise watching this movie.. I think I should commend them with the story line and how REAL the whole movie looked.. as for everything else.. I'm sorry but it made me regret watching this... well you can't blame me.. it got too much attention from everyone else..

; )

Tuesday, December 1, 2009


It's not really about being EMO or anything.. I just like having my time alone.. I am a very social person,, I love being around other people.. especially ugly people.. well,, at least ugly-er people.. because I know I will stand out.. But there are also days that I just like people to leave me alone..
I have been chatting with my ex-boyfriend via YM and Email and Facebook and my mobile.. he calls every now and then. And I really appreciate it! it's just that yesterday,, he called me while I was shopping for stuff. I wasnt able to answer at first because I really did not want to entertain any text messages or calls that day. and I don't want to be bothered while I'm shopping!!! can't a gay boy take his precious precious time shopping?? He called 16 times.. how's about completely ruining my day.. why didn't he just blew the whole mall away and force me to have sex with him?? I swear!! It really ruined my whole day!! when I finally answered,, he asked me why did I not tell him that I'll be going out shopping! the NURRVEEE!!! And I was not able to stop myself.. I just had to tell him to F**k off.. And I felt really bad shouting at him,, I decided to cut my shopping time, and just head home.. And to help me calm,, I had glass of margarita before I went home.. I got home feeling really bad.. I had a couple of beers to help me sleep.. I did not log in YM and Facebook just to stay away from him.. and the next day.. when I checked my YM I got this..

3:49 PM 12/1

ah ganun b feeling pressure k b skin e ngyon lng ako nagtanng syo nagalit k p anu b talga plano m

3:50 PM 12/1

nananahimik ako tapos babanatan m ako n mahal m ako at mis m ako

3:51 PM 12/1

josh kilala m ako d k nmn hinahanap ung dating ikaw e gsto k lng maging fair at kung anu b seryosohan b o gaguhan lng o paguwi k lng tyo

3:51 PM 12/1

para alam

3:51 PM 12/1


3:52 PM 12/1

sya nga pla fyi kinausap pla ako n papa regarding s kung anu ako ,well cnabi k lahat then sinabi k kung pwde k pumunta ng bahay ......oo lng nmn sgot nila pwdeng pwde

3:52 PM 12/1

thanx s paasa m ah.............

And being the bitch that I am.. I wouldnt let this go!! especially that not everything that he wrote in that message was true!! and being really early in the morning .. I, Unintentionally, uleashed the bitch in me..

.....hindi kita pinapaasa.. kaya lang ano ba ginagawa mo? bakit kailangan magpaalam ako ayo? hindi ako nagbago the last time I checked. natuto ako.. hindi ako nagbago.. wala ka kasing tiwala.. bakit? natatakot ka sa multo mo? Sorry, pero hindi ako ganun.. hai kung galit ka.. fine.. kung nagsusungit man ako.. lagi ba? hindi mo pala kayang tangappin ung kasamaan ko eh.. then i dont think you deserve my good as well.. I accepted all your bad.. you never gave me any good..


or you get this..