Saturday, April 24, 2010

ang landi ko.. bow..

Earlier today I was logged in on FB to chat with my new "prospect". ill tell you all about him on my next post but as for now.. i'd like to brag about how sweet this person is and how much of a loser his formers lovers are..

Him

kapag iniisip ko na katabi kita

kahit softdrinks sa plastic lang ang iniinom natin
8:07pm

Me

onga!!

hekhek
8:08pm

Him

or kumakain tayo ng tagpipisong chichiria

or nasa isang resort tayo
8:08pm

Me

uy fave ko un no

8:08pm

HIM

na magkasama tayo

8:08pm

Me

yep..
8:09pm

HIM

sarap isipin no

sana mangyari

8:09pm

Me

haaai

bakit naman hindi?

8:09pm

Him

kapag my budget tumakas tayo dito sa manila

8:10pm

Me

sure..

kaw pa..

8:10pm

Him

pumunta tayo sa malayo

dun sa tayong dalawa lang ang magkasama

at walang makakakilala sa atin

8:10pm

Me

yey!!!

8:11pm

Him

dun sa pwede kitang halikan kahit may tao kasi hindi naman nila tayo kilala

dun sa pwede kong hawakan ang kamay mo
8:11pm

Me

am i living a dream??

bakit ngayon ka lang kasi!!

8:12pm

Him

hindi ko alam kung hanggang saan tayo aabot

pero hanggat may oras ako

papasayahin kita
8:12pm

Me

wala na tunaw na ko..

8:12pm

Him

hangga't may pagkakataon ako gusto ko lagi kang nakangiti

i-enjoy ko lahat ng moment na magkasama tayo

kahit pa simpleng mcdo or isang engrandeng bakasyon

kahit na minsan isang linggo lang tayo magkikita

8:14pm
♥♥♥ at nag concert pa ako ♥♥♥
Me

haaaaa!!!! youve already won me oveeer!! inspite of mee!! dont be alarmed if I faall head over feeet!! dont be surprised if I love you for all that you are!! I couldnt help it its all your fauuullt!!

8:14pm

Him

bawat segundo bawat minuto bawat oras na magkasama tayo gusto ko masaya ka


8:15pm
♥♥♥♥ i even tried to change the topic because I cant take his sweetness anymore♥♥♥
Me

nice pics..

hot bod..

8:15pm

Him

o kahit na miinis ka sa akin dahil sa pangaasar ko

o kahit na miinis ka sa akin dahil sa pangaasar ko

susuyuin kita

para ngumiti ka

8:16pm

Me

haaaaaiii!!!

8:17pm

Him

do you hear me

i'm talking to you

8:17pm

Me

sobrang sweet mo,.. whats the catch?? why did your former lovers leave you?

yes i hear you..

kung pwede lang I copy paste ko to tas i print ko sa shirt gagawin ko eh

8:17pm

Him

hindi ko alam

kung bakit

8:18pm

Me

I think I can say that theyr out of their minds!

pasensya na.. pero I think they are crazy!!

8:20pm

Him

i also have bad traits i'm not a saint pero siguro nagpapakatotoo lang kaya pinapakita yun pero siguro hindi nila matanggap

8:21pm

Me

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Saturday, April 3, 2010

DISCLAIMER..

Whatever I posted yesterday was after effects of alchohol. Due to my poor judgement and decisions I have said things without consideration and I was looking at the situation purely from my point of view.. I have no intentions of taking that post down for I know the consiquences that I must face for posting such self indulgent comments. To anybody who will be affected by this post,, I am asking for an apology.

I am apologizing not because what i posted was not true. I am apologizing because I was not able to tell you upfront how you have been making me feel for the last couple of weeks.

this is how I feel.. I am angry.. I want to release this anger.. I want to help you realize that pretend success will not give you satisfaction. And I want you to help me go back to seeing the humble person you were.

THE ME I NEVER WANTED TO BE..

You guys know about my recent account transfer and how hard it was for me to adjust, these past few weeks i have not been able to blog about anything because I was trapped in a routine that is too out of character even for me..

My day would start around 3 to 4pm which is too early because my shift starts at 9,, from this time, I will then try to get a couple more minutes of sleep, but that did not work either so I will then decide to make coffee (which has been my best friend since the transfer), after a couple of cups of coffee and STICKS of cigarettes I will try to eat something and prepare my things,, then I take a bath,, then I leave the house around 530,,

on average, I will wait for an FX to go to work for 30 mins to an hour,, then I will waste more of my time waiting for Alron and Jayvee,, I also would have another cup of coffee while waiting for both of them, who originally wanted to meet up early (trust me,, Im doing this EVERYDAY..) Alron then decides to go to the office 5 mins before his shift starts,, while me and Jayvee will smoke while waiting for ours,, I get a bottle of energy drink or another cup of coffee on every break,, After making or breaking a sale for the day, I now can go home..

going home is also a struggle because,, I dunno,, everybody just suddenly decided to go to makati all at the same time, so getting an FX is hopeless.. Ill now have to wait for an hour and a half just to get an FX after everbody has already, and finally,, I see myself still in the FX in AYALA or BUENDIA.. yes my good people,, I slept in the FX.. and I missed the place where im supposed to go down,,

Last wednesday I recieved a txt message from ate anna and rob asking where I was.. so I told them that I Just got home and that I was awake for the last 40 hours.. I then realize that we were supposed to go a chinese resto here in makati.. I knew I had to pass,, I just felt really really bad, because I wanted to go.. and I promised both of them that Ill go.. my body was just slowly failing and I can even get out of bed anymore.. so to this.. I AM SORRY..

As to Alron and Jayvee.. They are DIVAS.. and not in a good way.. I kind of felt bad about this especially towards Jayvee,, they both needed attention like nothing else mattered.. and to this I was being the target.. Just the other day.. Alron had the gut of telling me that I look stressed and tired.. Jayvee shouted at me because according to him I was pressuring him to go to work early.. Its like It was not THEIR plan to go to work hours before our shift, and Its like I actually needed their attention. the goal was to make My BBSC family proud..

I hate to say this but I have to.. someone is also a freeloader,, and a social climber.. and to who ever this is,, sorry but you are..
They tell me that i am slow.. They call me dumb.. they think I am stupid..
All of these because I dont laugh at their jokes..
again.. sorry.. but I think.. these jokes lack one thing..

INTELLIGENCE..


So.. to you guys who actually know me.. do you think I am still the me you knew??