OLD FLAME..

Passion is often being symbolized by flame. but we have proven many many times and over and over again that this passion flame will never ever die.. but we sometimes have to leave it behind to focus on the more important things in life. we have to work, we have to have a good relationship with our family and friends, dealing with everyday life itself takes up a lot of our time and with all these we forget about that flame that makes us feel alive. it doesnt die.. but it's stagnant..

three weeks ago i bumped with an old friend. "rain" was the conductor of the university of makati chorale that i was "somehow" a part of, and I felt saved the moment i saw him again because i was sure that he can hook me up with my old passion,, call it gay or geeky but i was in love with choral singing.. i dont know if its just me or anything but When you hear a group of people sounding as one really brings me extacy. "Rain" is the person to blame why im addicted to glee.. he has his own "unique" was of conducting. you can practically feel the emotion that each and every song brings just by watching him move his hands as to how me wants the group to sound. first impressions really does last. when everyone thought of his conducting to be funny or weird, i saw something different. i saw artistry. it's like seeing real talent in it's raw form. aside from a couple of pounds added, he was still the same "Rain" that i met before. except this time, i'm really going to part of a group that is just overflowing with potential.. under his conduction.

CHORUS VOCALES was created over a cup of chamomile tea. it was composed of a group of friends. mostly from UMAK chorale. then,, me. and then.. a lot of things happened.. need not be mentioned here. you all know the story of how i became who i am. it's always nice to see old friends.. like kuya ryan and dailyn. venus and reah,, and to have new friends like leo jhunmyr and the power couple jeff and kolmer.. everyone is really really talented especially ate rose, marg, JC, luigi, ally, oliver, and lhen.. and plus JAYVEE.. yes.. you read it right.. JAYVEE.. who is a really really good addition to the group.. the group already had their first recital/concert. everyone can check it on youtube.. just make sure that you'll be looking for CHORUS VOCALES.. I also had started planning for the group.. i'll set up our own blogger account as an added portal for the group.. since christmas season is coming up.. we're looking to contact hotels, malls COMPANIES and condo's for us to be able to have exposure and save up for the CHORAL OLYMPICS in VIETNAM by next year. We're also setting up a pictorial for the group so we could have profiles for each member and for us to be able to catch attention. as i have mentioned a lot of times. the group has a really good potential. and we wont stop at being a church choir.. the dream is to go mainstream.. and to make full use of the talent that GOD has given us..

sooo.. watch out.. something AMAZING is coming.. : )

love love love

Kulang ang araw at gabi 'pag kita'y kapiling.
Kahit ang bukas ay di rin sapat upang mamasdan lamang kita.
Labis kitang minamahal, pag-ibig ko'y walang kapantay.
Kung kaya ko lang abutin ang mga bituin t'yak ito'y gagawin.

Malaman mo lang wala nang ibang mas hihigit pa sa pag-ibig ko sa 'yo.
Walang ibang nagmamahal ng tulad ko sana'y paniwalaan mo.
Iniibig kita.

Kulang ang araw at gabi 'pag kita'y kapiling.
Kahit ang bukas ay di rin sapat upang mamasdan lamang kita.
Labis kitang minamahal, pag-ibig ko'y walang kapantay.
Kung kaya ko lang abutin ang mga bituin t'yak ito'y gagawin.

Malaman mo lang wala nang ibang mas hihigit pa sa pag-ibig ko sa 'yo.
Walang ibang nagmamahal ng tulad ko sana'y paniwalaan mo.
Iniibig kita. Iniibig kita. Iniibig kita.
Iniibig kita.

Today I went to church. and I was relieved off a lot of things. work hasn't been a good thought lately because I was being pressured by: the up and coming events, : making a sale at least once a day : and having three different bosses.

I survived the last couple of events and there's still more. last Friday, I had to coordinate the band that played for the mass hiring that my company had, I am in charge for the "TWILIGHT" look-a-likes. and the "PEP SQUAD" for the basketball competition. I had three sales last week which had a weak reflection on my stats. I spent more time floor walking everyday last week than taking in calls. and soo much more things that automatically brings me down just thinking about it. especially one of my "BOSSES". I have no problem with my TL. she's really nice. but hopefully not too nice. I also need her to not let anybody take me off the phones. I am also more than willing to help anina out with her classes because I get to know all these other people and answer all of their questions before they hit the floor.. but I also want to make more sales for my team. again. I am only going to make sales if I am on-the-phone taking in calls. I must admit. being on special "AUX" is nice. but the look that my team-mates give me is also heart breaking knowing that I'm not putting as much effort as they are. last week was really grueling but I got to meet him. amidst the rain and humidity. he was able to sweep me off my feet.. again... so my week wasn't soo bad after all.. and I am looking forward to a better week.. besides,, it's my B-day this weekend..

@ jellybean.. I told you,, create your friggin facebook account already.. don't let ORKA over there stop you!!

@ thirdy's mom.. could you please kill that orka already so we could sell it to the japanese?? lol!!

@ orka.. before thirdy's mom kill you.. could you make me a copy of the glee episodes?? ill bring discs.. lol!!

VERONICA DECIDES TO DIE: BOOK REVIEW

I just finished reading this Paolo Coelho book and I was amazed at how this book both contained simplicity and depth. I dont know how it affected other readers but one thing is accurate. It will give you a brand new outlook in life. It will make you want to live life to the fullest. Although the approach that he used was very traditional, he had a way of telling the story of a woman who was tired of the life that she lived and decided to commit suicide. Veronica as the main character was a really good representation for every one of us. she was single, she had a job, she goes to the same bar to get the same drink every other night, she has troubles with her family, she picks the same clothes. but this was not the life she wanted. she wanted to do something that will give her country honor.. she decided to commit suicide because she lost hope in achieving her dream.. and fortunately enough.. her attempted suicide failed. she then woke up on a mental facility where she meets people who were called "crazy" because they did what they wanted to do. she then learned from these people through their stories but none of these people made her want to live. she was given a couple of days to live because those pills that she took caused a hole in her heart. Veronika then realized that she has succeded and she just have to wait for a couple of days.. but everything changed after she met Eduard.

The book was a really good read.. I will definately recommend it to everyone.. I read this book a week ago and I am now a really big Paolo Coelho fan.. in fact I bought another book. according to the cover, It was a Novel of Temptations.. It was titled "The Devil and Miss Prym". cant wait..

ang put*nginang PC ko.. bow..

badtrip.. patapos nae!!! tapos na actually!! tas bigla bigla kang putang inang mamamatay!!! tang ina mo ka!!! sunugin ko tong PCng to eh!! wahahaha

FEARLESS!!

As most of you guys know.. I am dating this guy.. and it's just recently that he told me that he is in a relationship and that they are having problems lately.. Then last week.. while we were talking,, I just realized that i was trying to make their relationship work. how dumb of me to fix their effing problem. I must admit. it hurts me every time. every single time that he tells me stories about the other guy.. this is the first time ill be doing this.. and though it hurts so FUCKING bad.. I am FEARLESS!!


There's somethin' 'bout the way the street looks when it's just rained
There's a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot, yeah

We're drivin' down the road, I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool, run your hands through your hair
Absent-mindedly makin' me want you

And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

So baby drive slow 'til we run out of road
In this one horse town, I wanna stay right here
In this passenger seat, you put your eyes on me
In this moment, now capture it, remember it

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

Well, you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, I'm not usually this way
But you pull me in and I'm a little more brave
It's the first kiss, it's flawless, really somethin'
It's fearless

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

ang landi ko.. bow..

Earlier today I was logged in on FB to chat with my new "prospect". ill tell you all about him on my next post but as for now.. i'd like to brag about how sweet this person is and how much of a loser his formers lovers are..

Him

kapag iniisip ko na katabi kita

kahit softdrinks sa plastic lang ang iniinom natin
8:07pm

Me

onga!!

hekhek
8:08pm

Him

or kumakain tayo ng tagpipisong chichiria

or nasa isang resort tayo
8:08pm

Me

uy fave ko un no

8:08pm

HIM

na magkasama tayo

8:08pm

Me

yep..
8:09pm

HIM

sarap isipin no

sana mangyari

8:09pm

Me

haaai

bakit naman hindi?

8:09pm

Him

kapag my budget tumakas tayo dito sa manila

8:10pm

Me

sure..

kaw pa..

8:10pm

Him

pumunta tayo sa malayo

dun sa tayong dalawa lang ang magkasama

at walang makakakilala sa atin

8:10pm

Me

yey!!!

8:11pm

Him

dun sa pwede kitang halikan kahit may tao kasi hindi naman nila tayo kilala

dun sa pwede kong hawakan ang kamay mo
8:11pm

Me

am i living a dream??

bakit ngayon ka lang kasi!!

8:12pm

Him

hindi ko alam kung hanggang saan tayo aabot

pero hanggat may oras ako

papasayahin kita
8:12pm

Me

wala na tunaw na ko..

8:12pm

Him

hangga't may pagkakataon ako gusto ko lagi kang nakangiti

i-enjoy ko lahat ng moment na magkasama tayo

kahit pa simpleng mcdo or isang engrandeng bakasyon

kahit na minsan isang linggo lang tayo magkikita

8:14pm
♥♥♥ at nag concert pa ako ♥♥♥
Me

haaaaa!!!! youve already won me oveeer!! inspite of mee!! dont be alarmed if I faall head over feeet!! dont be surprised if I love you for all that you are!! I couldnt help it its all your fauuullt!!

8:14pm

Him

bawat segundo bawat minuto bawat oras na magkasama tayo gusto ko masaya ka


8:15pm
♥♥♥♥ i even tried to change the topic because I cant take his sweetness anymore♥♥♥
Me

nice pics..

hot bod..

8:15pm

Him

o kahit na miinis ka sa akin dahil sa pangaasar ko

o kahit na miinis ka sa akin dahil sa pangaasar ko

susuyuin kita

para ngumiti ka

8:16pm

Me

haaaaaiii!!!

8:17pm

Him

do you hear me

i'm talking to you

8:17pm

Me

sobrang sweet mo,.. whats the catch?? why did your former lovers leave you?

yes i hear you..

kung pwede lang I copy paste ko to tas i print ko sa shirt gagawin ko eh

8:17pm

Him

hindi ko alam

kung bakit

8:18pm

Me

I think I can say that theyr out of their minds!

pasensya na.. pero I think they are crazy!!

8:20pm

Him

i also have bad traits i'm not a saint pero siguro nagpapakatotoo lang kaya pinapakita yun pero siguro hindi nila matanggap

8:21pm

Me

...

DISCLAIMER..

Whatever I posted yesterday was after effects of alchohol. Due to my poor judgement and decisions I have said things without consideration and I was looking at the situation purely from my point of view.. I have no intentions of taking that post down for I know the consiquences that I must face for posting such self indulgent comments. To anybody who will be affected by this post,, I am asking for an apology.

I am apologizing not because what i posted was not true. I am apologizing because I was not able to tell you upfront how you have been making me feel for the last couple of weeks.

this is how I feel.. I am angry.. I want to release this anger.. I want to help you realize that pretend success will not give you satisfaction. And I want you to help me go back to seeing the humble person you were.

THE ME I NEVER WANTED TO BE..

You guys know about my recent account transfer and how hard it was for me to adjust, these past few weeks i have not been able to blog about anything because I was trapped in a routine that is too out of character even for me..

My day would start around 3 to 4pm which is too early because my shift starts at 9,, from this time, I will then try to get a couple more minutes of sleep, but that did not work either so I will then decide to make coffee (which has been my best friend since the transfer), after a couple of cups of coffee and STICKS of cigarettes I will try to eat something and prepare my things,, then I take a bath,, then I leave the house around 530,,

on average, I will wait for an FX to go to work for 30 mins to an hour,, then I will waste more of my time waiting for Alron and Jayvee,, I also would have another cup of coffee while waiting for both of them, who originally wanted to meet up early (trust me,, Im doing this EVERYDAY..) Alron then decides to go to the office 5 mins before his shift starts,, while me and Jayvee will smoke while waiting for ours,, I get a bottle of energy drink or another cup of coffee on every break,, After making or breaking a sale for the day, I now can go home..

going home is also a struggle because,, I dunno,, everybody just suddenly decided to go to makati all at the same time, so getting an FX is hopeless.. Ill now have to wait for an hour and a half just to get an FX after everbody has already, and finally,, I see myself still in the FX in AYALA or BUENDIA.. yes my good people,, I slept in the FX.. and I missed the place where im supposed to go down,,

Last wednesday I recieved a txt message from ate anna and rob asking where I was.. so I told them that I Just got home and that I was awake for the last 40 hours.. I then realize that we were supposed to go a chinese resto here in makati.. I knew I had to pass,, I just felt really really bad, because I wanted to go.. and I promised both of them that Ill go.. my body was just slowly failing and I can even get out of bed anymore.. so to this.. I AM SORRY..

As to Alron and Jayvee.. They are DIVAS.. and not in a good way.. I kind of felt bad about this especially towards Jayvee,, they both needed attention like nothing else mattered.. and to this I was being the target.. Just the other day.. Alron had the gut of telling me that I look stressed and tired.. Jayvee shouted at me because according to him I was pressuring him to go to work early.. Its like It was not THEIR plan to go to work hours before our shift, and Its like I actually needed their attention. the goal was to make My BBSC family proud..

I hate to say this but I have to.. someone is also a freeloader,, and a social climber.. and to who ever this is,, sorry but you are..
They tell me that i am slow.. They call me dumb.. they think I am stupid..
All of these because I dont laugh at their jokes..
again.. sorry.. but I think.. these jokes lack one thing..

INTELLIGENCE..


So.. to you guys who actually know me.. do you think I am still the me you knew??

TRUE BLUE MANILEñO

I know that for my last couple of posts, I kept on blogging about me and my new officemates. and all the shenanigans that we have been doing.. And I am really glad that I get to work with these people!! in a verry painful way,, they bring out the best in me.. Unlike with my previous officemates,, I felt like I was being taken care of and that i was being cultivated. like every masterpiece, I was not rushed. and I thank THIRDY's MOM and JELLYBEAN for that!!

for my current job Everyone is competitive! which is really good especially for this new account! but I felt like I was being dragged. I felt like I was some kind of new burger on some crappy fast food chain.! CHEAP AND MASS PRODUCED!! but my new account still does have it's perks.. First I get to be trained by miss AMY VILLANUEVA!! who's birthday is coming up tonight!! next i get to meet WIGEE!! DENNIES!! and TRIXIE!! these guys are just the coolest!! and of course I have saved the best for last.. JAYVEE and ALRON. I think it's time that I should be blogging about these two fabulous guys!! and YES!! there is something wrong about the title.. I should have used true blue GAY manileño.

First..

ALRON.. the pretty one.. Although he' the oldest of us three.. the still looks the freshest.. he's ever so bubbly and his energy is contagious!! I believe most people will not agree when I say that for the three of us.. ALRON, although LOUD.. has the biggest balls. He can talk to anyone, anywhere!! He can dance and sing whenever wherever. I'd like to believe that this is because,, in his eyes. nobody is higher or lower. nobody is rich or poor, he sees through all gender, or age, In his eyes everybody is equal. but he can NEVER be contained. and with this being said, Alron needs to listen more.. and speak less.. on MY point of view,, although out of place, Alron needs to see the real world a bit more. I'm kind of getting this thought that he is caged in his own paradise. where every one is as happy as he is. he might want to consider other people's feelings, if not everyone.

JAYVEE.. Is a lot more like me. Slightly beautiful. not too loud. reserved, VERRY MUCH TALENDED! (just like alron) his voice is,, so far,, one of the best I've heard! Jayvee is the middle child, though we're on the same age, He's older than me for a couple of months. considering the quality of the voice he got, he's shy and he desperately needs a shot in the big time! Humility is also one of his outstanding features.. but.. (yes there is a but!!) these past few days, i have noticed that this humility is fading away.. is it the diva inside him that's coming out? or does he think of me as a lesser being?? It kind of made me feel that way.. or is it inferiority complex?? I'm going to have to settle that with him on the next couple of weeks.. and if he'll be able to read this.. I'm sorry if i did anything to upset you and trust me what ever it is I'm sure I didn't mean it like that..

as for me.. I'd like to think I'm a bit of both.. I dunno.. i just think.. how bout you?? what do you think??

ANATOMY OF A FAKE PROFILE

3 weekends.. 3 verry different guys.. one ending.. I spent valentines alone..
just like the past 20 years.. but i couldnt have spent it any other way!! and
today.. I was browsing over PLANETROMEO and there he was.. looking suuper
gorgeous.. and his profile gave me all i needed when it comes to meeting people
online.. bitchy.. yes.. but it definately reeks TRUTH!! especially gay people..
and more specifically those who use gayromeo.. thanx Mr. AcquaDiGio!!


11) How can you tell if a profile is likely to be a fake profile? Here is the
anatomy of a fake profile:
+ The picture(s) is/are quite GOOD (good looking guy) and quite professional
(good lighting.. looks like a picture from porn series). Or he has a headless
picture with AMAZING (usually very ahtletic or 6pack) body. (It doesn't matter
if the pictures are in his profile or he sends them to you in his first message
to you to lure you into wasting time with him.)
+ the age in the profile is around 16-35. Most people will agree that this is
the most "marketable" age range.

^^^now these two points are ones that GET YOUR HOPES UP? Most guys will let the
hormone rush steer the judgment at this point. But proceed with great care
if...

- the profile is RELATIVELY NEW: you can tell by the profile number on the top
left corner. (At this point you may ask: which profile number is considered to
be "NEW"?? Simple! Just compare the number with the profile number of one of
the new members of this site.)
- Low number of visitors in his profile (let's say less than 10,000).
- very few people have saved the profile as "known"
- he agrees to meet you quickly.. easily.. everywhere.. any time (for example,
right away) with almost no condition. (He wanna make u excited and gets your
hopes up. Do not be fooled easily!)

10) Now this is probably the BEST advice you will ever get from Gayromeo. And
i'm offering you all for FREE --> How to make sure you will not get fooled by
fakers here? I use 4 simple steps to root out fakers once and for all. And let
me tell you, I have never been duped yet since I started using following these
techniques:
- 1. First, read my previous point (number 11) and ask yourself: Is his profile
likely a fake profile? Do not let the nice hot pix cloud your judgment... If
he's likely a fake, bails out quickly.
- 2. Next, ask for more body / facepics. Why? Because if the guy is genuine, he
is likely to have more pictures of himself from different angles.
- 3. Then if you still think he is real, ask him to give you his mobile number.
- 4. Send your address / location to meet to him via mobile phone. If he
receives it **AND** confirms it via a reply message, he is not a fake.
NEVER skip steps 3 and 4 (no matter how hot he is). These are the deal-breaker.
And you can be sure your life will be fakers-free...
Things to do for fun if he turns out to be a fake after following the above
steps:

- A. Start giving him calls after midnight to make sure he never gets good nite
sleep again MUWHAHAHAAHAHAH!!! He could turn his mobile phone off at nights to
avoid your calls, but it also means his phone will become useless at night too.
- B. And you can ring his mobile during the day time randomly as well. You
don't even have to talk. You can hang up as soon as he picks it up. If everyone
does this, his mobile phone will sound all day long and the number will be
rendered useless very quickly..
- C. You can also use a VOIP program that dials phone numbers automatically to
make his phone rings every few minutes/hours and drive the guy insane.
9) Things people write on gayromeo and what they REALLY mean:
+ "Hi" (as the first message) --> I wanna to have sex with you.

+ "Hi Sexy" (as the first message) --> I really wanna have sex with you.

+ "Thank you." (a a reply message after receiving a compliment) --> Thank you
for your compliments, but I'm not really interested. But at least i'm polite
enough to reply, ok? So, just drop it..

+ (no reply at all) --> I'm not interested and I get far too many messages to
reply to you.

8) How to interpret a gayromeo profile correctly:
+ "Looking for fun" --> Lookin for SEX.. (Why do guys have problem admitting
they want sex?)
+ "Looking for: -- " --> I'm looking for sex, but I'm too shy to admit it!
+ "Looking for: Sexdate" (in a profile without facepic) --> I'm looking for

sex, but I don't wanna be recognized by my (boy)friend(s) here.
+ "Safer sex needs discussion" --> Yes, I will have unsafe sex with you if you

are hot enough. End of discussion!
+ "Safer sex: never" --> At least I'm very honest!
+ "Hair: hairy" (in a profile with smooth bodypics) --> I stole bodypics from
someone else.
+ "Nothing" (as online status) --> I'm looking for sex, but I'm too shy to
admit.
+ "Date" (as online status) --> I'm looking for sex, but I'm too shy to admit.
+ "Sex" (as online status) --> I'm looking for sex, and at least i'm honest
about it!
+ "Sex" (as online status, between 1am -6am) --I'm looking for sex, NOW! But
preferably at my place because I'm too lazy to go out.
7) How do you know if he is interested, after you sent him a message? Simple!
Just observe the length of his reply messages. If his messages are about as
long as your messages, then just keep the conversation going. But if they are
about half as long as yours, then finish it quickly. Otherwise you will be
wasting the bandwidth / electricity and accelerating global warming, while
having no chance of getting into his pants whatsoever.
6) Filthy hypocrites are my favourite kind of people: Guys who write in their
profiles "A message with only 'hi' won't get a reply from me." When I read
something like that it makes me wanna cry "Puuuleeeeeeeezzzz" out loud... Stop
pretending you are sophisticated / superior by demanding meaningful
conversation. FACT is: if the guy was really your type, you would write him a
message anyway, even if he sent you a message containing only a fullstop..
Fuck, you would even write him a message even if he hadn't written anything to
you. So.. people.. tone down your ego a bit, won't you?

5) A note to all of you who don't get a reply from me: Thank you for your
message and interest. But I don't think we are a match. -- Please don't ask
why, etc. It won't change anything. (Why sugar is sweet? Why fire burns? It's
just the way it is.) People with style take "no" as a no, move on and never
look back.

4) After all these years, there is still a mystery that I can't figure out:
Profiles with no facepic. There seems to be lots of profiles with headless
bodies. Why? Let's do some analysis...
- To protect their own real identities? (Identity hiding reminds me of personal
ads in newspapers or magazines the 80s, when people had a black stripe over
their eyes. Some people still stuck in the 80s, obviously.)
- Or is it because that great body in the picture does not belong to the
profile's owner? (People love easy exit and instant gratification. They would
rather have a profile with somebody else's great body, than going to a gym and
sweat it out.)

- Or the head is simply too fugly that he would rather leave home without it?
(Just go to Iraq.. That dream may come true.. hehehe)
Well.. I guess we will never know..

3) Three years ago, I met a guy who was fives years older than me. Recently I
checked out his profile again and it turned out, to my surprise, now I'm two
years older than him. I know that according to Einstein's theory of relativity,
time flows differently depending on the strength of the gravitational field...
hmm if i could only figure out where time flows slower..

2) I just queried how many users have the word "sport" in their usernames on
this site.. Oh wow.. 1700+. Sportbi, Sportboy, Sportsweet, Sportgay, etc...
What about "hot" or "boy"?? Plenty.. Basically you can find pretty much the guy
of your dream here online.. Just search for users with your desired qualities..
(sport, boy, hot, etc) And voila! He will magically appear on this little blue
screen. ;-)

1) On this site, almost everyone (!amazing!) has at least an "L"-size dick. So
I guess we can abolish S and M sizes altogether. In fact, **NO ONE** here has a
dicksize "S". Research papers show that many men believe his dick is bigger
than it really is. 5cm longer than the actual length, in fact..

ON ONLINE DATING

3 weekends.. 3 verry different guys.. one ending.. I spent valentines alone..
just like the past 20 years.. but i couldnt have spent it any other way!! and
today.. I was browsing over PLANETROMEO and there he was.. looking suuper
gorgeous.. and his profile gave me all i needed when it comes to meeting people
online.. bitchy.. yes.. but it definately reeks TRUTH!! especially gay people..
and more specifically those who use gayromeo.. thanx Mr. AcquaDiGio!!


11) How can you tell if a profile is likely to be a fake profile? Here is the
anatomy of a fake profile:
+ The picture(s) is/are quite GOOD (good looking guy) and quite professional
(good lighting.. looks like a picture from porn series). Or he has a headless
picture with AMAZING (usually very ahtletic or 6pack) body. (It doesn't matter
if the pictures are in his profile or he sends them to you in his first message
to you to lure you into wasting time with him.)
+ the age in the profile is around 16-35. Most people will agree that this is
the most "marketable" age range.
^^^now these two points are ones that GET YOUR HOPES UP? Most guys will let the
hormone rush steer the judgment at this point. But proceed with great care
if...

- the profile is RELATIVELY NEW: you can tell by the profile number on the top

left corner. (At this point you may ask: which profile number is considered to

be "NEW"?? Simple! Just compare the number with the profile number of one of

the new members of this site.)

- Low number of visitors in his profile (let's say less than 10,000).

- very few people have saved the profile as "known"

- he agrees to meet you quickly.. easily.. everywhere.. any time (for example,

right away) with almost no condition. (He wanna make u excited and gets your

hopes up. Do not be fooled easily!)


10) Now this is probably the BEST advice you will ever get from Gayromeo. And

i'm offering you all for FREE --> How to make sure you will not get fooled by

fakers here? I use 4 simple steps to root out fakers once and for all. And let

me tell you, I have never been duped yet since I started using following these

techniques:

- 1. First, read my previous point (number 11) and ask yourself: Is his profile

likely a fake profile? Do not let the nice hot pix cloud your judgment... If

he's likely a fake, bails out quickly.
- 2. Next, ask for more body / facepics. Why? Because if the guy is genuine, he

is likely to have more pictures of himself from different angles.
- 3. Then if you still think he is real, ask him to give you his mobile number.
- 4. Send your address / location to meet to him via mobile phone. If he

receives it **AND** confirms it via a reply message, he is not a fake.

NEVER skip steps 3 and 4 (no matter how hot he is). These are the deal-breaker.

And you can be sure your life will be fakers-free...

Things to do for fun if he turns out to be a fake after following the above

steps:

- A. Start giving him calls after midnight to make sure he never gets good nite

sleep again MUWHAHAHAAHAHAH!!! He could turn his mobile phone off at nights to

avoid your calls, but it also means his phone will become useless at night too.
- B. And you can ring his mobile during the day time randomly as well. You

don't even have to talk. You can hang up as soon as he picks it up. If everyone

does this, his mobile phone will sound all day long and the number will be

rendered useless very quickly..
- C. You can also use a VOIP program that dials phone numbers automatically to

make his phone rings every few minutes/hours and drive the guy insane.

9) Things people write on gayromeo and what they REALLY mean:

+ "Hi" (as the first message) --> I wanna to have sex with you.
+ "Hi Sexy" (as the first message) --> I really wanna have sex with you.
+ "Thank you." (a a reply message after receiving a compliment) --> Thank you

for your compliments, but I'm not really interested. But at least i'm polite

enough to reply, ok? So, just drop it..
+ (no reply at all) --> I'm not interested and I get far too many messages to

reply to you.

8) How to interpret a gayromeo profile correctly:
+ "Looking for fun" --> Lookin for SEX.. (Why do guys have problem admitting

they want sex?)
+ "Looking for: -- " --> I'm looking for sex, but I'm too shy to admit it!
+ "Looking for: Sexdate" (in a profile without facepic) --> I'm looking for

sex, but I don't wanna be recognized by my (boy)friend(s) here.
+ "Safer sex needs discussion" --> Yes, I will have unsafe sex with you if you

are hot enough. End of discussion!
+ "Safer sex: never" --> At least I'm very honest!
+ "Hair: hairy" (in a profile with smooth bodypics) --> I stole bodypics from

someone else.
+ "Nothing" (as online status) --> I'm looking for sex, but I'm too shy to

admit.
+ "Date" (as online status) --> I'm looking for sex, but I'm too shy to admit.
+ "Sex" (as online status) --> I'm looking for sex, and at least i'm honest

about it!
+ "Sex" (as online status, between 1am -6am) --I'm looking for sex, NOW! But

preferably at my place because I'm too lazy to go out.

7) How do you know if he is interested, after you sent him a message? Simple!

Just observe the length of his reply messages. If his messages are about as

long as your messages, then just keep the conversation going. But if they are

about half as long as yours, then finish it quickly. Otherwise you will be

wasting the bandwidth / electricity and accelerating global warming, while

having no chance of getting into his pants whatsoever.

6) Filthy hypocrites are my favourite kind of people: Guys who write in their

profiles "A message with only 'hi' won't get a reply from me." When I read

something like that it makes me wanna cry "Puuuleeeeeeeezzzz" out loud... Stop

pretending you are sophisticated / superior by demanding meaningful

conversation. FACT is: if the guy was really your type, you would write him a

message anyway, even if he sent you a message containing only a fullstop..

Fuck, you would even write him a message even if he hadn't written anything to

you. So.. people.. tone down your ego a bit, won't you?

5) A note to all of you who don't get a reply from me: Thank you for your

message and interest. But I don't think we are a match. -- Please don't ask

why, etc. It won't change anything. (Why sugar is sweet? Why fire burns? It's

just the way it is.) People with style take "no" as a no, move on and never

look back.

4) After all these years, there is still a mystery that I can't figure out:

Profiles with no facepic. There seems to be lots of profiles with headless

bodies. Why? Let's do some analysis...

- To protect their own real identities? (Identity hiding reminds me of personal

ads in newspapers or magazines the 80s, when people had a black stripe over

their eyes. Some people still stuck in the 80s, obviously.)

- Or is it because that great body in the picture does not belong to the

profile's owner? (People love easy exit and instant gratification. They would

rather have a profile with somebody else's great body, than going to a gym and

sweat it out.)

- Or the head is simply too fugly that he would rather leave home without it?

(Just go to Iraq.. That dream may come true.. hehehe)

Well.. I guess we will never know..

3) Three years ago, I met a guy who was fives years older than me. Recently I

checked out his profile again and it turned out, to my surprise, now I'm two

years older than him. I know that according to Einstein's theory of relativity,

time flows differently depending on the strength of the gravitational field...

hmm if i could only figure out where time flows slower..

2) I just queried how many users have the word "sport" in their usernames on

this site.. Oh wow.. 1700+. Sportbi, Sportboy, Sportsweet, Sportgay, etc...

What about "hot" or "boy"?? Plenty.. Basically you can find pretty much the guy

of your dream here online.. Just search for users with your desired qualities..

(sport, boy, hot, etc) And voila! He will magically appear on this little blue

screen. ;-)

1) On this site, almost everyone (!amazing!) has at least an "L"-size dick. So

I guess we can abolish S and M sizes altogether. In fact, **NO ONE** here has a

dicksize "S". Research papers show that many men believe his dick is bigger

than it really is. 5cm longer than the actual length, in fact..

GAYWARS:ATTACK OF THE PINK FEATHERED FLAMINGOS

"..Drink wine, this is life eternal
This, all that youth will give to you
It is the season for wine, roses
And drunken friends..
Be happy for this moment
This moment is your life
This moment is your life.."

A part from the UNFAITHFUL movie from my previous post. and it simply brought me
back to last weekend when my gayfriends.. ALR♥♥ also known as Anne Curtis,
JA♥V♥♥ a.k.a Serena Dalrimple and/or Kuya Kim. and last but definately not the least.. Rachel Berry (Ne♥♥♥). It was Friday Payday and I wasn't able to stop myself from spending my hard earned money. First we went to DQ araneta, to wait for Inang Reyna (Bar♥♥). and Rachel Berry who was with her Boytoy who desperately need to drink one of those height enhancing pills! but Rachel Berry saved his reputation, by saying that he's got washboard abs. After a couple of minutes of waiting an old GYPSY lady went to our table and offered her fortune telling services. It got me too excited and scared at the same time so I offered alron to go first and I'll cover half of his FORTUNE TELLING BILL. and she began.. she got most of anne curtis' problems right and told him to bring his "BOYTOY" (sorry for the term but I don't know what he is to you.) and before i could comment or even think about something to say, I was asking her to tell my fortune as well..

just like alron's I don't want to put in here everything. just maybe the major parts. 1st. Believe it or not.. she said that I do a lot of self pity. I was shocked when she said that I do too much self pity. I made me think.. do I? is being in touch with reality doing too much self pity? I know that I can pretty much handle myself pretty good. by that I mean I SOMETIMES think that being too proud kills the natural person inside you. people need to fart. people need to crap. people need to cry. people need to face facts. we need to understand that the world revolves around the sun and not you.. next, she predicted that I will be having ANOTHER kid.. that, I don't know.. i can also predict that i'll be having a vasectomy next week. lol! then it was Sarena's time. the Old lady said that he handles money too tightly. and that he's going to have a rich benefactor in the future. aside from that. we all have good fortune in terms of work, health, family, and friends. after this we decided to go to the bar that we were suppose to go to, and meet inang reyna there. rachel berry then texted me that she was on her way so i gave her the directions on how to go there. Alron sang with the drag queens and he was all sraight acting and everything. then Rachel wanted to use the restroom. I wanted to take her there so she'll feel safe. and as i waited for her to finish, I saw this guy over at the Bar and I though that he was really cute. either he is. or its just dark and im already drunk off my ass. I walked up to him and asked "straight ka ba?" I should say that it still made a lot of sense because he really does look straight. then he said "hindi, bakit?" I was not able to say anything else anymore and for some reason I back out. I started looking for rachel and as I checked our table she was already sitting there with Anne and Sarena. there wasn't too much to say to the guy from the bar. so I went up to the table and join the girls again. We laughed and danced and sang along with the performers. then it was time to go home. I specifically told everyone to make sure that I go home first because I tend to make wrong decisions when I'm drunk (who doesnt right?). but then I still had to make sure that they go home safetly, so I had to get them a cab first before i went home. I was walking across the street. and believe it or not.. I WAS SUPRISED!! the guy from the bar was there. I told
myself that I will take the next cab. but when i finally got a cab he stopped
me and asked me if I could go with him. and YES!! blame alchohol!! may all the
angels forgive me! i did.

I honestly cannot remember everything that has happened after he took me with him. all I could remember was that i really felt like I was taken care of. and that he was really nice.. I'm not going to lie and tell that nothing happened because I can remember that yes, something happened. DO NOT FRET. we had protection. I woke up around 6am the next day and he was waiting for me to wake up.. freaky. yes. but I though it was sweet. he then told me that we have to go. I asked for his number. I took a picture of him. and we both went in out
ways..

I was in the cab, going home. I was smiling.. like I've never smiled before.. I
was trying to smell my clothes because it still had some of his scent left.

UPDATE.

the other day we went out again. it was technically our first date. and he said
he wanted to see me sober adn also tell me that I was a cheap drunk. I was too
noisy and annoying. he also told me that im nothing like that when i'm sober.

UNFAITHFUL

'I woke up at around 1130am this morning and I did not want to do anything and
just laze around the whole day. this was because of the gays night out the
night before and we decided to wrap it all up at around 4am. after having a
fantastic lunch my mom made. she prepared for work and asked me to not leave
the house and keep watch of my brother and his girlfriend who was supposed to
come after lunch. there was not much to do so we decided to watch movies. first
we watched The Wedding Date featuring Debra Messing and Dermont Mulroney.
Although I have watched this movie 3 times I still like watching it over and over. which is pretty much how I would describe a good movie. then I was Inroduced to the movie UNFAITHFUL.
It starred Richard Gere and Diane Lane and the equally gorgeous Olivier
Martinez (check him out!). It was a movie so subtle and at the same time so
realistic it will definately bring you chills. Its an instant classic that will
definately bring somebody who's planning to have an affair, to think about it
first.and to not give the third party a glass snow globe thats hard enough to
break someone head at one hit. I personally liked the flow of the story. it's
pretty much like the southpark episode I watched the other day titled The
Butters show. except it had a more serious take (of course!). I understand that
Men likes to have a little something something on the side. whether at the
office or at the nearest bar. and at this day and age, the culture have adapted
this "something". and Men seemed to have mastered the art of havng multiple
Affairs.
But when women commit adultery. people simply don't look at it the same way
they look at men doing the exact same thing. so much for equality!! lol! im not
saying that Adultery is okay. I'm saying why do it? Lack of sex?? I mean why
would sex come out of the relationship? why not just do it everyday?? yes,
there are days that someone will be busy, or too tired to do it, but 3 to 4
times a week could still work right?? And a couple cannot base their
relationship with sex. SEX IS JUST A PART OF THE RELATIONSHIP. It is commitment
that is the heart of the relationship.


good thing for us GAY people. well.. maybe just for me.. have accepted that we
men are just really and always horny.. it's as natural as the sweat coming out
of our bodies. aside from the other STUFF that comes out. and you simply
cannot cut it off. we might as well just accept the fact that at one point your
boyfriend will have an affair. and at another point , you're going to have to
face it alone. trust me,, I have..

MY 5 DAY ROLLER COASTER RIDE!

This past week was everything but nice.. Now that it all ended, it left me feeling like I was strapped on a rollercoaster for 5 days!! It was one of those days when you really want to split yourself into two pieces just to be able to do everything!! first was the training for the new account, which was verry challenging. (sales is NOT a JOKE!!) second was the wedding, (thank GOD im done with that!) then, as usual, you have to ALWAYS look your best. next, I had to think of the little girl i left in the house. then try to work with my new UN WORKABLE co workers. finally my family. this week i felt like i was being dragged all over metro manila!! but I just had to make it work!! I wanted to give up but I realized.. that nobody will do it for me.. I'm standing with my own two feet now.. before i had tri's mom and jellybean to help me out. but now It's time to return the favor.. I have to show them that we the DAY WALKERS are the ultimate agents!! while people thought that we are doing PETIKS,, we were trying to build a functional human brain. we even did variations of it. we wanted to replace a certain someone's brain so IT could actually work..

the first couple of days were hard.. I forgot information overload was synonymous with training. I failed on the 1st mock call. on the first day. they gave me 30. out of 100. but i knew i just have to redeem myself!! so with all my might.. and my life on the line.. (bragging rights) on the second mock call,, i gave her (or she gave me,, 100!!) ha!!

by the way !! what up with the other trainee?? could somebody tell IT to stop being FUGLY?? hehe!! I'll update with IT's picture.. I'm on my way to being frenemys with it.. hahaha!! really. if we hated bounce/banakal/ash wednesday? with this LADY GAGA WANNABE (I prefer calling it PETRA.) you guys will surely wish killing is not punishable by law.

CASE OF THE BROKEN SCANNER..

A couple of minutes ago i had a call from my boss asking about what happened on my last shift last monday morning. he was asking if I went inside the quality assurance room, and so I told him I did. he also asked me if I touched the scanner, I did not know that it was a scanner because I thought that it was a printer, but, yes! I did touch something that might have been a scanner that I thought of as a printer,, and then he told me that it was broken and I might have something to do with it..

And so here's what really happened..

Last monday morning, around 4:30 to 5:00 am , We had to print out our choices for 2010 and since there was only one printer working, (the one inside the QA room) I had to go inside the QA area to have it printed. I also asked for permission from the only QA (Quality Analist) inside the room if I could use the printer and she said yes. I did not know how the printer inside the QA area looked like so I instanly thought of the scanner as a printer. I tried pressing the "on" button but it did not turn on and so I asked QA if it's working. she said yes. I did not know if she looked at what I assumed to be the printer. then I saw it unplugged. I then I tried to plug it in but I did not see any ports near the scanner at first. after looking around I saw an extension cord that was a bit far from the scanner. i tried reaching out the scanner power cord to the extension to plug it. when I was finally able to plug it in, I heard a pop somewhere. I was shocked! I feared that I might have broken the scanner. QA asked me what the pop was and I told her that I did not know and that it must've been the scanner that I thought of as the printer. she then pointed out the printer that was on the other side of the desk. I turned the other printer on and I was able to print out our choices documents. and that's it! I am guilty and I think I broke it. And one more thing,, my boss told me I'm going to have to pay for the repair if It was proven that it was me who broke it..

Oh!! and one last thing.. the scanner is not available here in the philippines! it came all the way from the states. so if there will be a part that needs replacement.. I'm going to have to pay for that as well..

I'm scared because I do not know how much this would cost. I know this WILL make a big impact on all of my plans for this year!

1. going back to ITALY, which I have been planning, dreaming and saving for since last year,

2. Philippine Women's University School of Music, I could have been graduating this year if I hadn't stopped adn I was planning to go back this year ..

3. I-phone, that was my goal this year..

4. FITNESS FIRST. I was also planning to hit the gym this year.

sooo,, good luck with me!! aside from paying for the thing. this is also added on my long list of problems that 2010 gave me on it's first month.. I'm going to stick with this and update if there will be any progress..

please pray that it won't cost much..

: (

WICKED!!

I have received different kinds of gifts last christmas and I also did my best on giving
away gifts. Those gifts I have received were really great and it showed that the person who
gave it realy knew me.. but there were two gifts that really touched me to the core!! the
first gift was from Jellybean,, a couple of weeks before christmas, I was really hooked
about the broadway musical WICKED! and I must say until now I am!! Me and my couzin was
looking for a copy of the book for days and it was not available anywhere so I decided to
ask Jellybean if she could order it online for me and that i'll just be paying her back..
come christmas day,, she gave me her gift.. (FYI.. I still have that yellow paperbag) I did
not want to open it right away because I wanted to open it when I get home. and with her
little blair-ish ways,, I saw myself peeking inside the yellow paperback and I saw a book!!
IT HAD GREEN SIDES!! And I just had to open it!! and there was it!! my very own copy of..


WICKED: the life and times of the wicked witch of the west!! I wanted the book so much that
it gave me goosebumps that first time I held it in my hands! and for this,, I owe you one
ate!!

My second gift was more of an opportunity to give back, It was christmas eve and I was going
to buy Beer for the celebration when bumped into ate libby and kuya angel.. they were my
church mentors, they were also my good friends. aside from my mother, I believe, they were
the one's who molded me into the person I am right now. And they were getting married come
january! I just can't help but be happy for both of them! not even a touch of jealousy or
insecurity, like how I felt when our TL and and officemate got married.. It must be because
one can really feel that they belong together just by looking at them.. Im not saying that
TL and her hubby didnt look good together,, what Im saying is that there are couples who
just naturally shines together.. and they asked me to be the EMCEE for their reception. I am
really thankful for it and I will definately do everything to make sure that nothing goes
wrong on the most special day of their lives. Congratulations ate libby and kuya angel!!

FINALLY!!

And yes my good people I am still alive!!! These past few weeks have been really
tiring(especially the holidays). A day seemed to last for a month! aside from the routine
that you got used doing the whole year, you also have to prepare for gifts and other holiday
stuff.. and even though I almost killed myself preparing for this feast, my christmas and
newyear had been really different. I spent christmas without my family because they chose to
spend it in the hospital where my grandmother was confined. (don't get me started about
that). and so i decided to invite a couple of friends to come over and spend christmas with
me. We were having a really great time until another "friend" (sunshine) came over and made
herself welcomed. using my phone,, she then texted and called people who I can't even
consider friends because they're just pretty much visible if there's booze. so,, from 5 of
my closest FRIENDS, I ended up having 15 guests. and I knew that it was going to be a
disaster! and it was.. the whole house was really loud because of the music they were
playing and all the chatter. it also seemed like there was fire because the ceiling was
filled with cigarette smoke.

And because I had to go to work the next day, I had to shoo them away.. and fortunate
enough,, from 15.. Me my bestfriend and her hubby were the one's left and had to clean the
whole house.. (thanx monchy and pats!!!). And sunshine,, could you please return my
sweater?? and while you're at it could you please use the dictionary and compare the
difference between lend and give?

As for my newyear.. it was great and LOUD and happy because my lola was out of the hospital
already and nobody else was sick.. and even though we weren't able to play with fireworks so
much because of my lola, and my mom and my tita had a fight.. We still had a great newyear's
party because we welcomed 2010 as a family.